So many times we try to tackle our feelings on our own. We either bury our feelings, refuse to acknowledge them or lie to ourselves that problems do not even exist. Listen, God made us to love and grieve.
Paul prayed for the Ephesians, asking God to give spiritual wisdom and insight. For the purpose growing in their knowledge of God.
For Father, it seems more than I can bear. You have said in Your word that You will show me a way out. I claim that in Jesus name.